Thursday, January 18, 2007
SURPRISE! SURPRISED!!don think many wil get to read this, Cos its a sudden entry.
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im facing w uncertainty. i don feel the same anymore n im scared. i hate being treated like trashed, i dunno if i can handle this alone.
i dunno how real r you or which side is the real you. im startin to doubt myself, why and why n why. does the prob lies with me or you?
i remained quiet doesn mean that im dumb or i a pushover, jus that, i don see the point in arguing, esp w ppl like you, YOU, yes, YOU!
wake up ur idea and start panicking. i've done a lot for you, maybe its time for you to do something for urself. i need no repayment. jus leave it for urself.
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Year 2007time pass really quickly but how i wish it to be faster. cant wait for the day tt u will ORD n i graduate.
will 2007 be a better year for me? seriously, i dunno.
everytime when i tot things r going smoothly n when i feel contented, something bad will happen to me.
am i so not fated to lead a blessed life?
however, despite all the unhappy things occuring to me, i will try make the best out of every shit situation.
anyway, im used to it... you see.. :) And at least i know, i have u by my side. but can u be more... ...
hey fang, if u r reading this, pls date me out k! i hasn seen u for so long n it has been so long since we go n have fun together.
weird, weird, i find it super weird cos i
actually-seriously miss hanging out w u, miss talkin to u n the way u would brighten up my day.
School started for 2 weeks. i felt that i hasn quite settled down yet. maybe aud was rite, i need time.
something to look forward too:
CHINESE NEW YEAR!! but before that, i need to go do some CNY shopping. need to get a dress, heel, bras and maybe some other stuff in-promto stuff.
update when im online again. till then, miss me.
loving it;;